naturalocmine

I usually have fun with my spare time in my own lil' sweet room. being friend with my simple laptie and the window which is shown the world outside. i always make my own fairy land in this own place. everything is made here. my notes, my tears, my joyfullness, my fake friend and whatever. i'm the one who build the rules. and i'm the only one who deserve to break those rules. in this narrow but full of sweet tasted fairy land, my wide and long story life begin.

my first life starts with a group of books. i love words. . without those , i'm nothing . from those i learn how to talk, from those i also fill myself with meaning. these things have poisoned me successfully for becoming a dreamer.

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my window is like flat screen. i can watch everything outside. just like watching tv but there's no channel so i can't choose what i want to see. it controll itself, not me. i'm just a spectator , waiting for the next show which i never can expect before. but tell you the truth . the most beautiful part that my "flat screen" usually shows is the view of rain in the afternoon. that is my favorite show, no other things can take it out from my heart.

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there is one step for every person in this. The step when they know something uncommon in their lives. The step where they learn to be the real man. And the step which they use to appriciate what love is for. Love is affection. Love is a warm color of life. When a father give a tight hug for his children , that is what people usually called. When a lil' boy looks after his puppy dog , his adorable attraction is what we also call as love. And when a couple confess their feeling each other there's nothing but they will just say i love you to each other.

In every single place in world is filled by a huge cup of love. Although each place has its own way to say it. But it has same meaning. The truth meaning of sweet affection.

Child is the one who has the sweetest love. They can convey their love easily and loudly. They are like strong witches but with sweet magic wand. They don't have any yellow streak. Saying such love and adorable magic spell. They are the only ones who have the purest love than the others. It makes us envious, isn't it? When the age is getting older and older and we started to change point of view. The cute side has lost, and i've missed it so much.

• i have dreams. and i keep it so long since i was kid. everybody has own dreams to make it come true and so do I. I have a list of dreams that have been knock in my head's wall. but i recognized from long time ago that all of my dream will not be come true entirely. i know my dreams have been divided into two parts at least. the first is what I called the granted ones and the second is the ungranted ones at first. but since the life goes, i don't like the idea to call the second as ungranted things. i rather chose the postponed ones than the one i said first. I believe that it won't be imposibble if someday i can make it true. well i don't know what it's like but that like a surprise box that you'll never know what is inside. the thing that i should do is by letting it flow and emerge myself in the river named "life".

• yes i'm a dreamer. dreamer is not like a dork or whatever. and i'm not the only one in this world as a dreamer.
  

is there anyone know me better than myself ?